what defines you????

i am discovering that it is far more about who you truly are as a person, than what you do with your life that brings definition and meaning to your life. does this make sense? i am defined by many things, both good and bad....my faith in God, my relationships with those around me, society(don't like to admit this one), music, art, love, etc...you get the point. mostly though the society one kills me....literally. i am dying slowly day by day, because i accept that i must look, be, wear, act, live, work, love, die, in way that's appealing to those around me. the worst part is that i believe in God, and i know that i am to be defined by Him alone, yet i am not.

here's the real story....i am looking for a job here in jc, and i am still waiting to here back for a position i am interested in, and i got an email that said it would be two more weeks....i've been waiting for a month., i continue to wait. i feel depressed...worthless...i know i'm not, but that's the way i feel

so tell me, what defines you, your faith or something else. cause all else i consider nothing, for the saking of knowing Christ and making Him known. (someone said that once)

that's all, sorry for the rambling.

kenny